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Counter started, july 5, 2006

Hey everyone! Welcome to ~~Elhaym's~~ Lexine's blog!Before you continue, please go and click play on the thing that is under my wishlist, and play it again after it ends. this is a STRICT COMMAND. And for all of those who know who Elhaym is.....Have a Cookie!

That was quite big for a cookie, ne? ANYWAY......I can't say this is MY blog.... But I'm using it for now, and just because it's not MINE doesn't mean I shouldn't protect it, GOT THAT?? MAKE SURE TO BE RESPECTFUL!. And I wont get all annoyed and stuff like that if I see an unrespectful post in my tagboard...There's something called Blocking and I ASSURE you, I CAN AND I WILL block you. And if you just log on with another computer, I'll STILL block you. And if you have any comments or critisiscm, talk to ME about it, send me an email, I wouldnt mind. Make sure to tag whenever you visit...I like it when people come over. And refer me to other people too k?
Thanks for taking time to look around my little world.

Hi I'm ~~Elhaym~~ Lexine, and YOU'VE ~~just won P1,000,000!~~ Just hit my webpage. If you have absolutely NO idea of who i am, please read on.

My full name is, ~~Elhaym Van Houten~~ Lexine Ysabel Barrera Machuca

I was born on October 5, 1994 ^_~ (which makes me 12 years old!)

I'm from

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(the wackiest, noisiest, and most fun class i've ever been in)

Im from O.B.Montessori!

I am Lazy Horribly lazy actually.

I am a geek. 0-0 yes, i am a geek, I'm not that smart but i think of myself as a geek. Live with it.

I am a xenogears fangirl. No need for explanations. No more questions.

I am NOT POPULAR!

I am ~~creepy~~ ~~scary~~ ~~the monster under your bed.~~ Lets just say im annoying....

I am an anime addict! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I am not vain....unlike everyone else, im just not... again, live with it.

I am boyish (at school!) ~~all of my~~ most of my friends are boys.

I am WEIRD!

I love xenogears music+rock music!!!!!!! ^_^

I am Insane. now you know.

My sister claims that i am overly talented. dont think so...I just like doing lots of stuff, especially musical stuff.

I am boring you with all these useless facts about me. so i'll stop here.

Email: kewlness_44@hotmail.com
Neomail: honeycured2000
Address: Paranaque... ^_^ (good luck getting any more out of me.)
Y.M.: vanilla_galaxy2000 (dont email please)
Swimming,

Drawing,

Playing videogames.(xenogears! ^^)

~~failing at~~ ~~attempting to play~~ playing soccer,

reading,

writing,

visiting websites,

daydreaming!,

sleeping,

photography ^^,

crying ;_; ^^ (emotional emo!!),

talking (i just cant stop),

biking,

designing houses, gardens, clothes :)

Playing the Guitar! ^_^

Playing the piano.

Singing (only when im alone, and im not that good mind you! ^.^)

Dancing (only when im alone, and im not good at all mind you! ^^ *sweatdrop* )

USING THE INTERNET.

and a bunch of other stuff

LIKES

GOD!

Xenogears!

Anime!

Roses

Attention....seriously.

Mansions

Swimming pools

Xenogears and rock music!

water (the element. as in, water, fire, earth, wind?)

Tea (especially milk tea!)

Chocolate!(especially white chocolate!)

Candy!

CHEESECAKE!!!!!!! @_@

Bubblegum, strawberry, vanilla, and mint chocolate chip ice cream

Dessert.

Chu chu! (cute little fluffball from xenogears!)

Bart, Billy, Fei and Ramsus (Men from xenogears!)

Elly, Miang, Kelvena, Emeralda, and Alice (Girls from xenogears!)

Dislikes

People who have so many problems, they pick on other people.

rude people (i hate myself! ^_~)

when im not able to do something because of DUMB interruptions.

Getting sick

Doing stuff i dont have to do.

Getting out of bed.ON A SCHOOL DAY.

check out my friends' blogs! make sure to tag! come back again!

.~.*`cHaRlEnE`*.~. ♥
.~.*`jAmIe`.~. ♥
.~.*`aYrA`*.~. ♥
.~.*`aTe NoUr`*.~. ♥
.~.*`jIrEh`*.~. ♥
.~.*`bEnNiKa`*.~. ♥
.~.*`aTe DaNa`*.~. ♥
.~.*`jAsMiNe`*.~. ♥
.~.*`mYkKa`*.~. ♥
.~.*`aTe AnNa`*.~. ♥
.~.*`tRiShA`*.~. ♥
.~.*`kD`*.~. ♥
.~.*`sArInA`*.~. ♥
.~.*`aTe LoIs`*.~. ♥
.~.*`aTe TrAcIe`*.~. ♥
.~.*`aTe MaRiEl`*.~. ♥
.~.*`aTe KaI`*.~. ♥

Multiply ^_~

.~.*`aTe AnNa`*.~. ♥
.~.*`cHaRlEnE`*.~. ♥
.~.*`kRiStInE`*.~. ♥
.~.*`cAtHeRiNe`*.~. ♥

you can visit my links..... ^_^

.~.*`mY fRiEnDsTeR pRoFiLe`*.~. ♥

.~.*`mY nEoPeTs PrOfIlE`*.~. ♥

VISIT OTHER SITES!

Neopets.com! weee!

GUARDIAN ANGELS (THE BEST XENOGEARS SITE ON ENTIRE THE FREAKING WEB.) ♥
(i couldnt insert the FREAKING BUTTON. sorry g.a.)

Buttons!

I direct link and add buttons.

.~.*`cHaRlEnE`*.~.

.~.*`aTe KaI`*.~.

.~.*`jAmIe`*.~.
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
October 2006
November 2006
February 2007
March 2007
wahhhhhhh, i cant join the choir!
The waves of time.......
BORED....SO. (SKEWL IS KEWL)
OH I WANT CHOCOLATE
Stars........
YAY

keep it nice and simple right??? WRONG!

Several Big houses of my own, with nice swimming pools and gardens

A new guitar

A grand piano

A Nice Cellphone

All the xenogears soundtracks.

The items above autographed by Yasunori Mitsuda

To meet Mister Mitsuda in person, and shake his hand

To become an architect, landscape artist, and interior designer.

Or to become a pastry chef? :)

A neopets magazine subscription

My own laptop

My own room

A psp

A ps2

An iPod video

A xenogears layout

(please check the guardian angels page, then click on merchandise)everything you see there.

To go back to boracay

To go back to baguio

To go to JAPAN! france, spain, new york, italy, and san fransico

To have at least one house in the countries above^

A japanese textbook

to see cherryblossoms (or sakura) fall, when i go to japan.

To be fluent in japanese, and to learn how to write in japanese.

To go to one of those underground cafes in new york.

To recite poetry, and drink coffee in the place above!^

To drink the PERFECT CUP OF MILK TEA!

To drink the PERFECT CUP OF GREEN TEA!

The nisan cross. I need it.

Click the thing below. I ORDER you to. After which, PRESS IT AGAIN .

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[ Dingbats @ Dafont]
[ Layout designed by fern*]

Thursday, June 29, 2006 well.....oh........................;_;

trying to scream
just to break free
break free of the silence thats inside of me
all of the pain
driving me slowly insane
a complete circle
circling in my brain
all of this silence driving me insane
just so you know, i cared for you
you dont know how much, yes, its true
you are the cause
yet you arent to blame
arent to blame for this silence
driving me insane
going to the brink
look a million feet down
i fall so fast
and start to drown
ive hit the waters edge
slowly sinking to the bottom
yet manage to go up again
gasping for air
this is so unfair
you are my life
yet you are my despair
i love you
i need you
yet i hate and despise you
yes, thats it.
im insane
to hate someone like you
nobody as beautiful
or kind as you
when i needed you
you were gone
with someone else
and here i am
on the shelf.
i guess i might as well put a gun to my head
so you can see, my blood is shed
you didnt see me
you didnt realize
i only loved you
it was he i despised
its too late now
i see the light
now farewell my dear
i bid you goodnight.

A letter to a loved one
by-an insane coward.

thats all, a poem i made. weird noh.

♥ thoughts @ 9:31 AM