Hey everyone! Welcome to Elhaym's Lexine's blog!Before you continue, please go and click play on the thing that is under my wishlist, and play it again after it ends. this is a STRICT COMMAND. And for all of those who know who Elhaym is.....Have a Cookie!
That was quite big for a cookie, ne? ANYWAY......I can't say this is MY blog.... But I'm using it for now, and just because it's not MINE doesn't mean I shouldn't protect it, GOT THAT?? MAKE SURE TO BE RESPECTFUL!. And I wont get all annoyed and stuff like that if I see an unrespectful post in my tagboard...There's something called Blocking and I ASSURE you, I CAN AND I WILL block you. And if you just log on with another computer, I'll STILL block you. And if you have any comments or critisiscm, talk to ME about it, send me an email, I wouldnt mind. Make sure to tag whenever you visit...I like it when people come over. And refer me to other people too k?
Thanks for taking time to look around my little world.
+ About Me +
Hi I'm Elhaym Lexine, and YOU'VEjust won P1,000,000!Just hit my webpage. If you have absolutely NO idea of who i am, please read on.
My full name is, Elhaym Van Houten Lexine Ysabel Barrera Machuca
I was born on October 5, 1994 ^_~ (which makes me 12 years old!)
I'm from
(the wackiest, noisiest, and most fun class i've ever been in)
Im from O.B.Montessori!
I am Lazy Horribly lazy actually.
I am a geek. 0-0 yes, i am a geek, I'm not that smart but i think of myself as a geek. Live with it.
I am a xenogears fangirl. No need for explanations. No more questions.
I am NOT POPULAR!
I am creepyscarythe monster under your bed. Lets just say im annoying....
I am an anime addict! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I am not vain....unlike everyone else, im just not... again, live with it.
I am boyish (at school!) all of my most of my friends are boys.
I am WEIRD!
I love xenogears music+rock music!!!!!!! ^_^
I am Insane. now you know.
My sister claims that i am overly talented. dont think so...I just like doing lots of stuff, especially musical stuff.
I am boring you with all these useless facts about me. so i'll stop here.
+ the antitype the contact (details! ;) +
Email: kewlness_44@hotmail.com
Neomail: honeycured2000
Address: Paranaque... ^_^ (good luck getting any more out of me.)
Y.M.: vanilla_galaxy2000 (dont email please)
+ hobbies +
Swimming,
Drawing,
Playing videogames.(xenogears! ^^)
failing atattempting to play playing soccer,
reading,
writing,
visiting websites,
daydreaming!,
sleeping,
photography ^^,
crying ;_; ^^ (emotional emo!!),
talking (i just cant stop),
biking,
designing houses, gardens, clothes :)
Playing the Guitar! ^_^
Playing the piano.
Singing (only when im alone, and im not that good mind you! ^.^)
Dancing (only when im alone, and im not good at all mind you! ^^ *sweatdrop* )
USING THE INTERNET.
and a bunch of other stuff
+ Likes and Dislikes +
LIKES
GOD!
Xenogears!
Anime!
Roses
Attention....seriously.
Mansions
Swimming pools
Xenogears and rock music!
water (the element. as in, water, fire, earth, wind?)
Tea (especially milk tea!)
Chocolate!(especially white chocolate!)
Candy!
CHEESECAKE!!!!!!! @_@
Bubblegum, strawberry, vanilla, and mint chocolate chip ice cream
Dessert.
Chu chu! (cute little fluffball from xenogears!)
Bart, Billy, Fei and Ramsus (Men from xenogears!)
Elly, Miang, Kelvena, Emeralda, and Alice (Girls from xenogears!)
Dislikes
People who have so many problems, they pick on other people.
rude people (i hate myself! ^_~)
when im not able to do something because of DUMB interruptions.
Getting sick
Doing stuff i dont have to do.
Getting out of bed.ON A SCHOOL DAY.
+ Take your wings and fly away +
check out my friends' blogs! make sure to tag! come back again!
Several Big houses of my own, with nice swimming pools and gardens
A new guitar
A grand piano
A Nice Cellphone
All the xenogears soundtracks.
The items above autographed by Yasunori Mitsuda
To meet Mister Mitsuda in person, and shake his hand
To become an architect, landscape artist, and interior designer.
Or to become a pastry chef? :)
A neopets magazine subscription
My own laptop
My own room
A psp
A ps2
An iPod video
A xenogears layout
(please check the guardian angels page, then click on merchandise)everything you see there.
To go back to boracay
To go back to baguio
To go to JAPAN! france, spain, new york, italy, and san fransico
To have at least one house in the countries above^
A japanese textbook
to see cherryblossoms (or sakura) fall, when i go to japan.
To be fluent in japanese, and to learn how to write in japanese.
To go to one of those underground cafes in new york.
To recite poetry, and drink coffee in the place above!^
To drink the PERFECT CUP OF MILK TEA!
To drink the PERFECT CUP OF GREEN TEA!
The nisan cross. I need it.
Click the thing below. I ORDER you to. After which, PRESS IT AGAIN .
+ Thanks +
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[ Dingbats @ Dafont]
[ Layout designed by fern*]
Thursday, June 29, 2006
well.....oh........................;_;
trying to scream just to break free break free of the silence thats inside of me all of the pain driving me slowly insane a complete circle circling in my brain all of this silence driving me insane just so you know, i cared for you you dont know how much, yes, its true you are the cause yet you arent to blame arent to blame for this silence driving me insane going to the brink look a million feet down i fall so fast and start to drown ive hit the waters edge slowly sinking to the bottom yet manage to go up again gasping for air this is so unfair you are my life yet you are my despair i love you i need you yet i hate and despise you yes, thats it. im insane to hate someone like you nobody as beautiful or kind as you when i needed you you were gone with someone else and here i am on the shelf. i guess i might as well put a gun to my head so you can see, my blood is shed you didnt see me you didnt realize i only loved you it was he i despised its too late now i see the light now farewell my dear i bid you goodnight.
my mom is the most unfair person ever, meaning, she wont let me join the choir......
taken from an actual ym conversation, just minutes ago, heres how it is
vanilla_galaxy2000: ^status (status saying: wahh!!! im so sad! di pinayagan ako ni mom sa choir!) vanillacharlene: wh? sayang vanilla_galaxy2000: , i cried for a half hour.....and then she told me she's not taking me to school tomorrow, god, she's so unfair.....oh no, im crying again vanillacharlene: ur not going to school tom?! vanilla_galaxy2000: malay ko doon, she doesnt wnt to listen to me why i should be in the choir, she says its for dumb people, when it even helps my grades in music!!! also, she says that (im non catholic) im exempted from religion na nga, pero, she thinks you sing like in a church choir, and i mean, ive been wanting to join since grade 2, and she's the one who says not to bury my talents.....she wont listen to me at all! god i really hate this! i want to die!
which is exactly how i feel right now......so i guess, the only person whos going to hear me sing is my bathroom wall!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *CRIES* *BAWLS* *SOBS* *SQUALLS* *CRIES* and charlene just left coz she has to wake up early, for choir auditions!!!!!!!!!!*CRIES* *BAWLS* *SOBS* *SQUALLS*
i want to die....................................................................................everyone is gonna get accepted into the choir and i wont! if she does change her mind, it will be far too late, coz i have to choose a song and dance number (if she sees this shes going to think that ginagawa ko siyang kontrabida) and a religious choir doesnt dance! i know so! GOD.I.WANT.TO.DIE.GOD.I.WANT.TO.DIE.GOD.I.WANT.TO.DIE.
LETS CHEER ME UP WITH A SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS I COPY AND PASTED, BECAUSE IM FAR TOO SAD NOW!
Small Two of Pieces Xenogears OST Composer: Yasunori Mitsuda Vocals: Joanna Hogg Lyrics: Masato Kato
[ English Lyrics | Other Links ] English Lyrics
Run through the cold of the night As passion burnes in your heart Ready to fight, a knife held close by your side Like a proud wolf alone in the dark With eyes that watch the world And my name like a shadow on the face of the moon
Broken mirror, a million shades of light The old echo fades away But just you and I Can find the answer and then We can run to the end of the world We can run to the end Of the world
Cold fire clenched to my heart In the blue of night Torn by this pain, I paint your name in sound And the girl of the dawn With eyes of blue and angel wings The songs of the season are her only crown
Broken mirror, a million shades of light The old echo fades away But just you and I Can find the answer and then We can run to the end of the world We can run to the end of the world
We met in the mist of morning And parted deep in the night Broken sword and shield and tears that never fall But run through the heart Washed away by the darkest water The world is peaceful and still
Broken mirror, a million shades of light The old echo fades away But just you and I Can find the answer and then We can run to the end of the world We can run to the end of the world Run to the end of the world
AND NO I WONT APOLOGIZE FOR THE SIZE! ITS SMALL AND I LIKE IT THAT WAY!
(THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY AUDITION SONG *CRIES**BAWLS**SOBS**SQUALLS**CRIES*)
THATS IT.... I HATE THIS
THANKS TO MY FRIEND bartfatima WHO MADE THIS VIDEO
Im gonna start out this post with a song........its called stars of tears, and it was composed by mr. yasunori mitsuda.....who is the music composer for xenogears, the best game of all time....and he is my idol....thats enough for the introduction, onward with the song!!!!!!!
*note, i am not that lazy, so im typing this in myself. i dont copy and paste.......only if its mr. mitsuda's work....and you will probably see me singing this song around school ^_^ (ahem....**SUCKS TO BE YOU**....ahem) A LOT actually ^_~
Stars of Tears By: Yasunori Mitsuda Sung by: Joanne Hogg
Your fingertips, moving gently to my heart, The force of life goes on and on, The song remains like a haunting melody Of angel music held in chains.
And I ask you, Can we ease the pain, Of those who lost? (the force of life goes on) Can we know the cause of all this sorrow? (tears of lonliness) Can we catch the tears of a broken world Falling down upon the earth, falling down.
The waves of time, take me deeper into you, A haze as blue as summer skies. And turn to find the key will not unlock the door. This broken bird away it flies.
And I ask you, Can we ease the pain, Of those who lost? (the force of life goes on) Can we know the cause of all this sorrow? (tears of lonliness) Can we catch the tears of a broken world Falling down upon the earth, falling down........
also, you can watch the movie with the song.
sorry about the size, it wouldnt fit my blog if it were in full size!
just make sure to pause, wait for the bar to get full, and play!
K then... Last, Last week was the beginning of classes. Our teacher is Mrs. Perez, and we're 35 in the class (the people were right!). Surprisingly, Grade six is wonderful! (considering we're graduating next year! :P) and we're (FINALLY) having a barn dance this year! YAY! lots of people arent excited about that....I wonder why?
HEHE, last, last wednesday was....embarrasing. no. try humiliating. our uniform code is as follows Mon-regular Tue- Agri Wed- Regular Thurs-P.E. Fri- Casual
We went to school on tuesday, then, the next day, i thought it was tuesday so i wore my agri uniform! everyone else was wearing the regular uniform.....eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek!!!!!!!!! Math was easy, there was some sort of thing with squares and squaring, i didnt get it at first, but.....it turned out to be really easy! (THANKS BRANDON! ^_~) And Mythology was easy too! i dont know, im a history geek (but its now language!) I find gods and goddesses to be interesting.......Tales of deception and power, of romance and betrayals, of banquets and aloneness! hehehe.....Lots of people may not get it, but....^.^.
Yay, I have a playstation again! After Nikki broke mine, i have one now! So that means, hello xenogears and harvestmoon, goodbye boredom!!
AHEM....... TO ALL ANIME FREAKS, every saturday from 8 pm-1 am, animax is showing a huge anime lineup! 1 hour of midori days, 2 hours and 30 mins (@_@ wow!) of detective conan, 30 mins of please teacher, and 1 hour of god (?) save our king! have fun watching!
school is fun! sometimes boring, but the lessons are interesting. thats all i have for now!
WALA, i needed 2 post something, but i got bored and forgot......i guess after my really long post i got all blogged out... school is cool! i miss school na, lotsa stuff is gonna happen! and we are (FINALLY) graduating this year! HOORAH! to all my classmates in this coming skewl year, wala, hi! hehe ^_^. I CAN DRAW KELVENA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you dont know what im talking about, i'll just bring my drawings to school, i'll put them in my folder......KELVENA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE CRUMBLY, MELTY, AWESOME, MILKY GOODNESS....YUM.
Anyway......Havent you noticed? life is like a box of chocolates, or if you prefer, just one. Life can be sweet and you see the best in life, but life can be horrible and bitter, and there are some days when you just dont want to live. Also, when life is like a box of chocolates, it means that you'll never know what to expect. You might get a chocolate covered ant, or maybe a white chocolate rose, or a small bar filled with marzipan. That just goes to show, you cant control life, no matter how wealthy, powerful, or popular you are. Everyday, you wont know what to expect, it might be sweet, or bitter, or disgusting, or salty?! hehehehe.
Also, Chocolates help prevent heart disease, especially dark chocolate. It doesnt make you fat (provided you eat it in small amounts) and it still tastes good in the process!
Yeah, that was my introduction.........I watched alice academy today, and the last episode made me cry. My eyes almost bursted from all that crying, also, it was all a big stupid lie................ Like chocolates, you wont know what to expect, especially in this episode....yeah, i was weeping, and bawling, and it felt awesomely weird 0_o
I cant tell you everything, it would spoil the episode.......All i can tell you is that Mican really loves Hotaru, and well, bleh, its showing tomorrow at 2? or 12? i dont know, but tomorrow, monday.....I'll watch it again and post what happened.
ANYWAY....................Zyklone LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP. I cant believe that i actually rode it, I thought i was going to die, turns out, i wasnt! It was so much fun, the only REAL scary part, is the first lunge, *shiver*. The loop was no problem at all, i just felt weird when i went through the loop, I wish I wasnt wearing a ponytail......I wanted my hair to hang "UP" when i was in the middle part of the loop, and it was really cool..................
There was this really crazy ride there, called the "wave dance" and it looked like a crazy, insane, demonic, evil, (did i mention insane?) death trap...... It really looked like a bus being hurled everywhere. I didnt want to die so I didnt ride it, but my sisters (ate nicole, and ate khristine) rode it along with my brother-in-law (kuya benedict) Turns out, it wasnt scary. BLEH, i doubt it.
You know, this is my longest post so far..............I dont know, its 2 in the morning and i still dont want to sleep.....I have to get used to sleeping early, schools coming up next week. I've already enrolled, but i havent gotten my stuff yet, im buying my pens and pencils and stuff on sunday, most probably after church.........Im not tired yet, just feeling insane......same as yesterday, and the day before that, and as long as I can remember.
I cant believe that i created a cruddy chocolate thing to start out this post, it doesnt make any sense and its not at all connected to this post.....................KEWL
Arent they amazing? they're just sooooo amazing....and pretty. Anyway, im leaving for star city and im going to face my fears and ride that roller coster with the loop, i know i said that i would post every 2 days, but i was busy, you can expect lots of stuff from me during school time though! Anyway, I PROMISE TO POST MORE OFTEN........there's nothing new right now.......I just feel normal...EWWWW i hate being normal, since there's nothing else to say i have to say.....BYE!
That was quite big for a cookie, ne? ANYWAY......I can't say this is MY blog.... But I'm using it for now, and just because it's not MINE doesn't mean I shouldn't protect it, GOT THAT?? MAKE SURE TO BE RESPECTFUL!. And I wont get all annoyed and stuff like that if I see an unrespectful post in my tagboard...There's something called Blocking and I ASSURE you, I CAN AND I WILL block you. And if you just log on with another computer, I'll STILL block you. And if you have any comments or critisiscm, talk to ME about it, send me an email, I wouldnt mind. Make sure to tag whenever you visit...I like it when people come over. And refer me to other people too k?
.~.*`cHaRlEnE`*.~.
