Thursday, March 15, 2007
HI. here for fan art posting
 okay, this is useless... i just wanna show you guys something i made. It's aeris of final fantasy VII. yay. enjoy.
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Hi everyone. Yes I'm still alive.
That's all. I just wanted you to know, emotionalemo.blogspot is very much alive, but i had to, for some strange reason, revive it. ^_^. The future events are to be posted after they happen. lol. This is my last post for this layout. I'll go find a new one! Bye Layout!
Saturday, November 18, 2006
neat ne?
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Yay.
Weeeee! i got my new layout up! but im having some problems. Everyone who experiences the same problems (you STILL see the old layout) inform me so i'll know that im not the only one having the same problems. Im kinda angry, but since tomorrow is quarterly exams, and I have to go to church today, you'll have to find out WHY im angry next weekend BUAHAHAHAHA! I mean, sorry about that!!! ;_;
Saturday, October 14, 2006
An UPDATE!!!!!!!! (finally! after 3 long months)
After recovering from semi(?!) typhoid fever, rashes, and writers block (not to mention my password) i have finally decided to update..........Although i wont be updating for a long time because i have to change my layout....Im getting bored of seeing the same posts on the same layout every single time i log on. Well, let me tell you what has happened over the past few months -Yes, I got extremely sick. I had cough and colds, and a 40 degree fever! i missed my classes and was totally sad..Plus, i wasnt able to eat!!! everything tasted bad, and icky and horrible and bitter.....when i finally recovered, guess what? I got rashes! red icky scary rashes! I wasnt able to get to school for an entire week! -That storm was extremely terrible! it knocked down my treeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it was sooooooo strong! one of our globe bulb thingys on our roofdeck imploded! ^_^ no classes, postponed barn dance gen. rehersal, and barn dance was moved to the next week, from 1-7......crud. -so there was a big ol' brownout that lasted more than a week and ended on october 4. just in time for...... -What can I say? I got havaianas joy in pink, an mp3 player, a really pretty pencil case and matching folder, a cute mug, 500 pesos, a beautiful necklace and earrings, and a very nice pencilkeeper with a cute pig and inspirational bible verse attatched. Then i had a big ol' party!!!!!! yay!!! i had tons of fun on my birthday. - Me and Jamie's "birthday party" (~_^) we invited lots of people we didnt know.....eh bleh, it was fun anyway. I danced a bunch and met lots of people. played matchmaker and acted all crazy. at least me anyway, ^_~ And finally, current events!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! I discovered my love for xenogears music is deeper than it was before (i love the treasure that cannot be stolen!!!!). I discovered my old best friend* is still my best friend! and i got depressed for no reason. there was also a bunch of fights and arguments, but we got through that didnt we ^_^? xenogears music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SIGH* I love xenogears so much. i wish i could post my favorite tracks but i cant.....sorry! Just play the freaking game! yeeessh. apart from that, i got a few names you can call me!(you can still call me lexine though!) Miang (not really) Alice (please do) Kelvena( It would be great if you called me that) And.... Elhaym (elly for short!) (this one is most preffered!) ahhhh curse xenogears and their wonderful characters with beautiful names!!!!!!! Its time i introduced you to my favorite characters from xenogears!!!!! (this isnt in order, mind you.) (MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD!!!) (if you want to see the text i wrote, please highlight it next to the name) For the girls this is Miang Hawwa. her story is the hardest to understand and i wont spoil much here. play the freaking game yourself. She, along with, Elly, Kelvena, Billy and Ramsus are from solaris. She is a member of the elements group. She is also the "mother" (its for me to know and YOU to find out.) This is alice..... she doesnt play a big part in the story, but I love her anyway. engaged to timothy, and is fei's dear friend. (it was hinted that they had feelings for each other, but strict village rules say that she is not allowed to marry an outsider. She dies a few minutes into the game during the Lahan incident. This is Kelvena, no she is NOT blind. She, like miang, is a member of the elements group. she is the element of water. She closes her eyes to control her amazing ether (magic) power. her eyes open up in battle This is Elhaym Van Houten (Elly) she's the female lead character. Her story, along with Fei's and Miang's, is very complex. But nevertheless, she is an amazing, well developed character. She and Fei fall in love, as they have many times in the past. she is also the -antitype- This is Emeralda Kasim. Emeralda, isnt a human, no she's not. she's a nanomachine. millions of little nano robot things in her body. she can change it into any shape. She is the "child" of Kim Kasim. through a special event. you will witness her turning from a child to an adult.Emeralda as an adult  Emeralda as a child  And of course, this is chu chu!!!! the cutest little ball of fluff in the world! no spoilers here! Chu Chu: Im very happy CHU meet CHU For the Men...... (*ahem* Major Bishouhens *ahem* ((at least I think so)) ) (this is in order) This, is Bartholomew Fatima, the prince of Bledavik, along with being a pirate, and owning a big old sand cruiser (he's my absolute favorite!) This is Billy Lee Black. He's a fighting priest from the "ETHOS" and used to live in solaris. he has nothing to do with solaris now though. After discovering the truth and the real motives of the ethos, he doesnt know what or who to trust, since he has been part of the ethos since he was a child. This is Fei Fong Wong. He is our Main character and has an amazing story. I can tell you some of it, though not all of it. its too complicated. He loves martial arts, and is the -contact-. he has been on a long journey since the beginning of time. he discovers his love for elhaym sooner or later, as h e has before.
This is Kahran Ramsus. He is the head commander in the the gebler army in solaris. he and miang (or at least he thinks) are in love. he isnt human either. he was created to become an artificial contact, and thinks fei is the cause of his problems. the reason why he is a reject, useless, trash. Goodness that was a lot. anyway, i guess that makes up for the three months that i didnt post. ahem, sorry fo acting like a strange fangirl who is super obsessed with xenogears, even though its true. ahem, see you! *name has been hidden to protect identity ^.^
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
I let out my heart and soul........
i feel weird today, ok, weirder than last time.......after that totally emo poem, i decide to let out my heart and soul Lexines heart and soul ->sfhakdsfhisvi sdvjhasdfisdhfsh fjasfhlksdgpivuhin iepdsijsdfjjlks dfajdlfkhga sdfghjklkj hgfdsaergnjuy tfdsdefgb sdasdsdfafjhgsa sjdjfoasfhdfk d fjdsfhkadhfkasjf dsfhjkadhlf dkyhwiufckjwivuh dahohp9sacw9incoscnidsv hosdfhapsfhisdhfonciunw wsjhclspFIDOHFASFAIH fsdkfhaiudofiuhtwe;leeleixineinge aihfopshahoiseleixi eosadfoasuodsafsfihlexine sdfhsadflsdflksdkf wow, that was messy..... 0_o other than spam on my own blog, i might as well tell you how amazing and wonderful it is to be me, also, why you should be glad you are not me, as even though i have a loving family, and good friends, and a warm bond with all that i am close with, but my life..to put it bluntly, sucks. For one i am suffering the pain and the tragedy, and the misery of losing someone, i cant say who that is for he/she is not aware of that. he/she passes me everyday, yet we werent as close as before for another thing, i hate this because my mom didnt let me join the choir! (see june archives) also, im feeling a bit woozy, and i still have homework to do so listen to this (this is soo cool)also thisthis is sweet, i love thisthis is very much how im feelingcome into my soul, seethe and see who i am...thats what i think when i hear this songsigh, i am such a romantic, looking for love, but in vain, this song comforts meof course all these songs are from the xenogears soundtrack, another way to get you to get the BEST GAME OF ALL TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs myself*
Thursday, June 29, 2006
well.....oh........................;_;
trying to scream just to break free break free of the silence thats inside of me all of the pain driving me slowly insane a complete circle circling in my brain all of this silence driving me insane just so you know, i cared for you you dont know how much, yes, its true you are the cause yet you arent to blame arent to blame for this silence driving me insane going to the brink look a million feet down i fall so fast and start to drown ive hit the waters edge slowly sinking to the bottom yet manage to go up again gasping for air this is so unfair you are my life yet you are my despair i love you i need you yet i hate and despise you yes, thats it. im insane to hate someone like you nobody as beautiful or kind as you when i needed you you were gone with someone else and here i am on the shelf. i guess i might as well put a gun to my head so you can see, my blood is shed you didnt see me you didnt realize i only loved you it was he i despised its too late now i see the light now farewell my dear i bid you goodnight. A letter to a loved one by-an insane coward. thats all, a poem i made. weird noh.
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