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Hey everyone! Welcome to Elhaym's Lexine's blog!Before you continue, please go and click play on the thing that is under my wishlist, and play it again after it ends. this is a STRICT COMMAND. And for all of those who know who Elhaym is.....Have a Cookie!
That was quite big for a cookie, ne? ANYWAY......I can't say this is MY blog.... But I'm using it for now, and just because it's not MINE doesn't mean I shouldn't protect it, GOT THAT?? MAKE SURE TO BE RESPECTFUL!. And I wont get all annoyed and stuff like that if I see an unrespectful post in my tagboard...There's something called Blocking and I ASSURE you, I CAN AND I WILL block you. And if you just log on with another computer, I'll STILL block you. And if you have any comments or critisiscm, talk to ME about it, send me an email, I wouldnt mind. Make sure to tag whenever you visit...I like it when people come over. And refer me to other people too k?
Thanks for taking time to look around my little world.






+ About Me +


Hi I'm Elhaym Lexine, and YOU'VE just won P1,000,000! Just hit my webpage. If you have absolutely NO idea of who i am, please read on.

My full name is, Elhaym Van Houten Lexine Ysabel Barrera Machuca

I was born on October 5, 1994 ^_~ (which makes me 12 years old!)

I'm from
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(the wackiest, noisiest, and most fun class i've ever been in)

Im from O.B.Montessori!

I am Lazy Horribly lazy actually.

I am a geek. 0-0 yes, i am a geek, I'm not that smart but i think of myself as a geek. Live with it.

I am a xenogears fangirl. No need for explanations. No more questions.

I am NOT POPULAR!

I am creepy scary the monster under your bed. Lets just say im annoying....

I am an anime addict! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

I am not vain....unlike everyone else, im just not... again, live with it.

I am boyish (at school!) all of my most of my friends are boys.

I am WEIRD!

I love xenogears music+rock music!!!!!!! ^_^

I am Insane. now you know.

My sister claims that i am overly talented. dont think so...I just like doing lots of stuff, especially musical stuff.

I am boring you with all these useless facts about me. so i'll stop here.

+ the antitype the contact (details! ;) +


Email: kewlness_44@hotmail.com
Neomail: honeycured2000
Address: Paranaque... ^_^ (good luck getting any more out of me.)
Y.M.: vanilla_galaxy2000 (dont email please)

+ hobbies +

Swimming,

Drawing,

Playing videogames.(xenogears! ^^)

failing at attempting to play playing soccer,

reading,

writing,

visiting websites,

daydreaming!,

sleeping,

photography ^^,

crying ;_; ^^ (emotional emo!!),

talking (i just cant stop),

biking,

designing houses, gardens, clothes :)

Playing the Guitar! ^_^

Playing the piano.

Singing (only when im alone, and im not that good mind you! ^.^)

Dancing (only when im alone, and im not good at all mind you! ^^ *sweatdrop* )

USING THE INTERNET.

and a bunch of other stuff

+ Likes and Dislikes +

LIKES

GOD!

Xenogears!

Anime!

Roses

Attention....seriously.

Mansions

Swimming pools

Xenogears and rock music!

water (the element. as in, water, fire, earth, wind?)

Tea (especially milk tea!)

Chocolate!(especially white chocolate!)

Candy!

CHEESECAKE!!!!!!! @_@

Bubblegum, strawberry, vanilla, and mint chocolate chip ice cream

Dessert.

Chu chu! (cute little fluffball from xenogears!)

Bart, Billy, Fei and Ramsus (Men from xenogears!)

Elly, Miang, Kelvena, Emeralda, and Alice (Girls from xenogears!)

Dislikes


People who have so many problems, they pick on other people.

rude people (i hate myself! ^_~)

when im not able to do something because of DUMB interruptions.

Getting sick

Doing stuff i dont have to do.

Getting out of bed.ON A SCHOOL DAY.

+ Take your wings and fly away +

check out my friends' blogs! make sure to tag! come back again!

.~.*`cHaRlEnE`*.~.
.~.*`jAmIe`.~.
.~.*`aYrA`*.~.
.~.*`aTe NoUr`*.~.
.~.*`jIrEh`*.~.
.~.*`bEnNiKa`*.~.
.~.*`aTe DaNa`*.~.
.~.*`jAsMiNe`*.~.
.~.*`mYkKa`*.~.
.~.*`aTe AnNa`*.~.
.~.*`tRiShA`*.~.
.~.*`kD`*.~.
.~.*`sArInA`*.~.
.~.*`aTe LoIs`*.~.
.~.*`aTe TrAcIe`*.~.
.~.*`aTe MaRiEl`*.~.
.~.*`aTe KaI`*.~.


Multiply ^_~

.~.*`aTe AnNa`*.~.
.~.*`cHaRlEnE`*.~.
.~.*`kRiStInE`*.~.
.~.*`cAtHeRiNe`*.~.


you can visit my links..... ^_^

.~.*`mY fRiEnDsTeR pRoFiLe`*.~.

.~.*`mY nEoPeTs PrOfIlE`*.~.


VISIT OTHER SITES!


Neopets.com! weee!

GUARDIAN ANGELS (THE BEST XENOGEARS SITE ON ENTIRE THE FREAKING WEB.)
(i couldnt insert the FREAKING BUTTON. sorry g.a.)

Buttons!

I direct link and add buttons.

C H A R L E N E .~.*`cHaRlEnE`*.~.


.~.*`aTe KaI`*.~.

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.~.*`jAmIe`*.~.

+ Archives +

May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
October 2006
November 2006
February 2007
March 2007

+ Previous Posts +

HI. here for fan art posting
Hi everyone. Yes I'm still alive.
neat ne?
Yay.
An UPDATE!!!!!!!! (finally! after 3 long months)
I let out my heart and soul........
well.....oh........................;_;
wahhhhhhh, i cant join the choir!
The waves of time.......
BORED....SO. (SKEWL IS KEWL)

+ Tagboard +

+ wishlist +

keep it nice and simple right??? WRONG!

Several Big houses of my own, with nice swimming pools and gardens

A new guitar

A grand piano

A Nice Cellphone

All the xenogears soundtracks.

The items above autographed by Yasunori Mitsuda

To meet Mister Mitsuda in person, and shake his hand

To become an architect, landscape artist, and interior designer.

Or to become a pastry chef? :)

A neopets magazine subscription

My own laptop

My own room

A psp

A ps2

An iPod video

A xenogears layout

(please check the guardian angels page, then click on merchandise)everything you see there.

To go back to boracay

To go back to baguio

To go to JAPAN! france, spain, new york, italy, and san fransico

To have at least one house in the countries above^

A japanese textbook

to see cherryblossoms (or sakura) fall, when i go to japan.

To be fluent in japanese, and to learn how to write in japanese.

To go to one of those underground cafes in new york.

To recite poetry, and drink coffee in the place above!^

To drink the PERFECT CUP OF MILK TEA!

To drink the PERFECT CUP OF GREEN TEA!

The nisan cross. I need it.

Click the thing below. I ORDER you to. After which, PRESS IT AGAIN .

+ Thanks +

[ Brush (c) A]
[ Dingbats @ Dafont]
[ Layout designed by fern*]

Thursday, March 15, 2007
HI. here for fan art posting


okay, this is useless... i just wanna show you guys something i made. It's aeris of final fantasy VII. yay. enjoy.

Thursday, February 08, 2007
Hi everyone. Yes I'm still alive.

That's all. I just wanted you to know, emotionalemo.blogspot is very much alive, but i had to, for some strange reason, revive it. ^_^. The future events are to be posted after they happen. lol. This is my last post for this layout. I'll go find a new one! Bye Layout!

Saturday, November 18, 2006
neat ne?

Saturday, November 04, 2006
Yay.

Weeeee! i got my new layout up! but im having some problems. Everyone who experiences the same problems (you STILL see the old layout) inform me so i'll know that im not the only one having the same problems. Im kinda angry, but since tomorrow is quarterly exams, and I have to go to church today, you'll have to find out WHY im angry next weekend BUAHAHAHAHA! I mean, sorry about that!!! ;_;

Saturday, October 14, 2006
An UPDATE!!!!!!!! (finally! after 3 long months)

After recovering from semi(?!) typhoid fever, rashes, and writers block (not to mention my password) i have finally decided to update..........Although i wont be updating for a long time because i have to change my layout....Im getting bored of seeing the same posts on the same layout every single time i log on. Well, let me tell you what has happened over the past few months


  • I got sick!!!!!
-Yes, I got extremely sick. I had cough and colds, and a 40 degree fever! i missed my classes and was totally sad..Plus, i wasnt able to eat!!! everything tasted bad, and icky and horrible and bitter.....when i finally recovered, guess what? I got rashes! red icky scary rashes! I wasnt able to get to school for an entire week!

  • The storm!!!!
-That storm was extremely terrible! it knocked down my treeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it was sooooooo strong! one of our globe bulb thingys on our roofdeck imploded! ^_^ no classes, postponed barn dance gen. rehersal, and barn dance was moved to the next week, from 1-7......crud.


  • The brownout.
-so there was a big ol' brownout that lasted more than a week and ended on october 4. just in time for......
  • My birthday........
-What can I say? I got havaianas joy in pink, an mp3 player, a really pretty pencil case and matching folder, a cute mug, 500 pesos, a beautiful necklace and earrings, and a very nice pencilkeeper with a cute pig and inspirational bible verse attatched. Then i had a big ol' party!!!!!! yay!!! i had tons of fun on my birthday.

  • The barn dance
- Me and Jamie's "birthday party" (~_^) we invited lots of people we didnt know.....eh bleh, it was fun anyway. I danced a bunch and met lots of people. played matchmaker and acted all crazy. at least me anyway, ^_~


And finally, current events!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!

I discovered my love for xenogears music is deeper than it was before (i love the treasure that cannot be stolen!!!!). I discovered my old best friend* is still my best friend! and i got depressed for no reason. there was also a bunch of fights and arguments, but we got through that didnt we ^_^? xenogears music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SIGH* I love xenogears so much. i wish i could post my favorite tracks but i cant.....sorry! Just play the freaking game! yeeessh.

apart from that, i got a few names you can call me!(you can still call me lexine though!)


Miang (not really)
Alice (please do)
Kelvena( It would be great if you called me that)
And....
Elhaym (elly for short!) (this one is most preffered!)

ahhhh curse xenogears and their wonderful characters with beautiful names!!!!!!!


Its time i introduced you to my favorite characters from xenogears!!!!! (this isnt in order, mind you.) (MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD!!!) (if you want to see the text i wrote, please highlight it next to the name)

For the girls

this is Miang Hawwa. her story is the hardest to understand and i wont spoil much here. play the freaking game yourself. She, along with, Elly, Kelvena, Billy and Ramsus are from solaris. She is a member of the elements group. She is also the "mother" (its for me to know and YOU to find out.)













This is alice..... she doesnt play a big part in the story, but I love her anyway. engaged to timothy, and is fei's dear friend. (it was hinted that they had feelings for each other, but strict village rules say that she is not allowed to marry an outsider. She dies a few minutes into the game during the Lahan incident.





















This is Kelvena, no she is NOT blind. She, like miang, is a member of the elements group. she is the element of water. She closes her eyes to control her amazing ether (magic) power. her eyes open up in battle


















This is Elhaym Van Houten (Elly) she's the female lead character. Her story, along with Fei's and Miang's, is very complex. But nevertheless, she is an amazing, well developed character. She and Fei fall in love, as they have many times in the past. she is also the -antitype-
















This is Emeralda Kasim. Emeralda, isnt a human, no she's not. she's a nanomachine. millions of little nano robot things in her body. she can change it into any shape. She is the "child" of Kim Kasim. through a special event. you will witness her turning from a child to an adult.



Emeralda as an adult















Emeralda as a child























And of course, this is chu chu!!!! the cutest little ball of fluff in the world! no spoilers here!













Chu Chu: Im very happy CHU meet CHU







For the Men...... (*ahem* Major Bishouhens *ahem* ((at least I think so)) )
(this is in order)


This, is Bartholomew Fatima, the prince of Bledavik, along with being a pirate, and owning a big old sand cruiser (he's my absolute favorite!)



















This is Billy Lee Black. He's a fighting priest from the "ETHOS" and used to live in solaris. he has nothing to do with solaris now though. After discovering the truth and the real motives of the ethos, he doesnt know what or who to trust, since he has been part of the ethos since he was a child.


















This is Fei Fong Wong. He is our Main character and has an amazing story. I can tell you some of it, though not all of it. its too complicated. He loves martial arts, and is the -contact-. he has been on a long journey since the beginning of time. he discovers his love for elhaym sooner or later, as he has before.
















This is Kahran Ramsus. He is the head commander in the the gebler army in solaris. he and miang (or at least he thinks) are in love. he isnt human either. he was created to become an artificial contact, and thinks fei is the cause of his problems. the reason why he is a reject, useless, trash.






















Goodness that was a lot. anyway, i guess that makes up for the three months that i didnt post.
ahem, sorry fo acting like a strange fangirl who is super obsessed with xenogears, even though its true. ahem, see you!




*name has been hidden to protect identity ^.^

Tuesday, July 04, 2006
I let out my heart and soul........

i feel weird today, ok, weirder than last time.......after that totally emo poem, i decide to let out my heart and soul


Lexines heart and soul
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wow, that was messy..... 0_o


other than spam on my own blog, i might as well tell you how amazing and wonderful it is to be me, also, why you should be glad you are not me, as even though i have a loving family, and good friends, and a warm bond with all that i am close with, but my life..to put it bluntly, sucks.

For one i am suffering the pain and the tragedy, and the misery of losing someone, i cant say who that is for he/she is not aware of that. he/she passes me everyday, yet we werent as close as before

for another thing, i hate this because my mom didnt let me join the choir! (see june archives)
also, im feeling a bit woozy, and i still have homework to do so listen to



this (this is soo cool)
also this
this is sweet, i love this
this is very much how im feeling
come into my soul, seethe and see who i am...thats what i think when i hear this song
sigh, i am such a romantic, looking for love, but in vain, this song comforts me

of course all these songs are from the xenogears soundtrack, another way to get you to get the BEST GAME OF ALL TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!! *hugs myself*

Thursday, June 29, 2006
well.....oh........................;_;

trying to scream
just to break free
break free of the silence thats inside of me
all of the pain
driving me slowly insane
a complete circle
circling in my brain
all of this silence driving me insane
just so you know, i cared for you
you dont know how much, yes, its true
you are the cause
yet you arent to blame
arent to blame for this silence
driving me insane
going to the brink
look a million feet down
i fall so fast
and start to drown
ive hit the waters edge
slowly sinking to the bottom
yet manage to go up again
gasping for air
this is so unfair
you are my life
yet you are my despair
i love you
i need you
yet i hate and despise you
yes, thats it.
im insane
to hate someone like you
nobody as beautiful
or kind as you
when i needed you
you were gone
with someone else
and here i am
on the shelf.
i guess i might as well put a gun to my head
so you can see, my blood is shed
you didnt see me
you didnt realize
i only loved you
it was he i despised
its too late now
i see the light
now farewell my dear
i bid you goodnight.

A letter to a loved one
by-an insane coward.


thats all, a poem i made. weird noh.